sorry guys for not updating.. i've not really been home this week.. every day will hang out with the guys till 11+ .. go home to change and go chill with loraine and jason.. almost reach home at 5 am daily.. go school super tire and had to buy mc once.. haha. but this week will be the last of this type because they are starting school next week and cant afford to go out till so late.. some of them have to start studying i guess.. going out soon again.. hahaha.. midnight show soon

is 8am now.. just came back from dan's house.. what a night.. almost lost $125.. haha.. phew.. watched some superb underdog football.. as usual.. enjoyed the guys company.. we went to jalan kayu for some supper , everyone ate expect me because i was thinking what to buy and the mistakes i made.. haha.. Lorriane came over with her friend to dan's place to acc us.. Zouk tonight.. damn tire.. still have school the next day.. ahhh!!

came home earlier at 9.45 so that mum wont be so angry.. watched some incredible soccer games.. after that loraine, clarin and jason came to pick me up where we went liquid kitchen to chill.. damn that place.. smoking in aircon room.. can die for me man.. haha.. after that we send clarin back and the 3 of us went jalan kayu to chill till 5.. haha.. mum going to get mad if she know i went out so late.. haha

after the bad experience with police the night before.. went over to Shi Min's grand pa wake.. she was bored there so i decided to pay her a visit as i had promised.. which was a visit in the early mornings.. we stayed till 3 plus.. watched soccer till 5+ and had only a 4 hour sleep cause she would like me and jason to be able to send her grandpa off.. sighhh.. it is a very sad experience.. watching her cry this badly really hurt me.. the family were all crying non stop.. reminded me off how we sent my beloved grandma off.. sighhh.. hope that girl grow strong fast.. we went to brian's place to play game and watch soccer... just imagine 8 guys in a small room.. hahahahaha.. what a joke.. really enjoyed the guys company.. never fail to have jokes in every sentence.. =) i gotta turn in 8am already.. really need that sleep.. no sms or call please in the morning!! thanks.. hahas



to shi min : if you ever come across this entry.. please please be strong.. you know who to turn to for help.. =)


to my bros (drivers) : bonding this way really makes me happy.. w/o you little rascals.. my life will not be so meaningful.. haha

wanna know what happened today? here it goes.. i went to meet the guys at school to go for dinner.. we went to bought beer and drank.. suddenly.. ben's friend nick called and say that he is pestered and taunted by a group of guys who alway pick on him.. we took cab down.. me jen and ben ran to look for him as he was beaten suddenly.. jen had a tiger beer bottle with him.. haha.. we were crossing a traffic light when a police car stop us.. we wanted to say we were rushing for soccer but jen's hand had blood.. police thought we were the group fighting.. we got interrogated by them.. loads of question man.. like what happened? why come down? hero ah? wanna fight right? blah blah blah.. but guess what.. there were only 3 of us.. and 4 police car came.. 2 police SUV and a police van.. there were 5 uniformed police.. 2 investigator.. 7 plain clothe police and 1 superintendent.. damn it.. for such a small case.. so many people!! we stood there for 3 and a half hours.. was question the same thing for like 10 times? damn tire and was shocked a little..

DXO on monday night.. one night stand.. went to meet joee and co. at orchard first for some chilling.. after that jen,ben,jas,harr and me went to DXO together.. ok.. our friends were the organisers.. before it started we knew that the event was a flop already.. why? because they have about 600+ tickets which were not sold.. their losses were huge.. and dont understand why must they sell so many!!! make the place super pack.. starting was live band.. super turn off so we went to watch soccer first.. saw many familiar faces.. shengkai and gang.. poor them got banned because of some ah bengs who wanted trouble.. less than 5 mins on the dance floor.. i was surrounded by 8 girls?? grinding their ass on me.. then des call ask us go out.. me and ben were like " WHAT THE HELL!!!" haha.. steff joee and des joined in with us.. all dance together.. guess only me steff and joee enjoyed a little.. the rest were like very SIAN SIAN.. will we go DXO again? HELL NO!! so small.. class not there.. haha.. unless a whole group of pretty babes ask us to tag along or free admission for us.. hahaha

hmmm.. last night i did not blog because.. jason, loriane and clarin (sorry if i got you girls name wrongly) haha.. they call me.. 11.30pm.. and ask me to change and go down in a few mins time because they are already on the way.. haha.. so i quickly change my pants.. run into the lift topless and holding my slarders.. change all of those in the life.. haha.. pretty sick huh.. we went to the cathay to watch Omen.. went into threate 1.. the one that has the best audio sound system.. damn i was thinking.. horror movie with the best audio = more scary.. the show was alright.. though Vin as usual jump at his chair.. haha.. after the movie, they were smoking below.. we wanted to go to the toilet to pee when the 2 girls got scared and went into the male toilet with us.. intruding our privacy!!! hahas... we were in the car suggesting where to go for supper/breakfast.. they decided it will be Geylang.. what a place right.. 2 girls driving us around is patheic and shameful enough for me.. and now what.. 2 girls driving us to geylang!??! haha.. had a nice night.. ok.. tonight no entry again.. gonna club with the boys and maybe loraine and her friends too.. anyone going DXO drop me a sms yeah?? have a good day!!

went town to meet the guys today.. played pool walk around have dinner at ps.. haha.. damn sian man.. england only won by 1 goal.. and not even them scoring.. how sad man.. make me lose money again.. damn sian.. yesterday the second match i never bet but predict correctly.. today.. again never bet the second match predict correctly.. how sad can i get.. :( hahaha

took cough medicine.. feel very drowsy last night and slept without much trouble.. very difficult to wake up cause the effect of the medicine.. made me very tire today.. our last day at the fashion fitness.. a bit disappointing i feel.. sighhh.. team 3,4,5 had lots of conflict i feel.. never mind it is over.. almost wanted to whack someone today.. but the situation not that bad to the extend yet.. but soon if he continues with his shit of bullying my good friend and find fault.. we all went dan's place to watch soccer.. jen won a lot today.. the rest lost.. hahaha.. tomorrow will be a better day.. hahas.. over spent again.. all that i saved for the week were spent finish.. damn it.. had $60 today.. spend and lend all.. damn..

cough cough cough cough.. that is what i have been doing.. Brian is back.. :D the guys went over to his place to see him and and a drink.. damn.. i'm sick yet i still drank quite a bit.. everyone slept soundly i presume.. haha.. really enjoy being with the guys.. sing song while some play guitar.. play game.. listen to techno and dance.. hahaha.. sick people.. tomorrow night world cup is here!!! germany lose!!

The Best Dream In My Life

is now 6 something in the morning.. i would wanna blog this first now instead of tonight as the memory of the dream is still fresh in my head.. i wanna keep it as a memory.. a painful but sweet one.. how much i wish this dream will come true and the stupid saying of "dreams are the opposite of reality.." is fake.. even though you wont read this but i .... sighhh

what is the best dream of the 18 years or more of your life? thought of it.. this is my happilest in the inside and saddest on the outside.
have anyone had a dream which was so real on the inside that you refuse to stop the dream?
have anyone had a dream which you were smiling so happily inside but became so sad when you realise it was only a dream?

i have..

what is the best dream of the 18 years or more of your life? thought about it?? this is the dream that is so real to me.. this is my happilest in the dream world and saddest on reality to me..
i dreamt that you came back into my life.. i dont know why i dreamt about this but.. sighh...
why come into my dream amid the topic that suddenly been so hot to me, so many people this few days go :"Davin, do you still miss her?" i have never answer yes or no to that question i rather ignore it cause i thought i have let her go but only miss her just a little bit.. i was proved damn wrong.. why come into my dreams on the 1 year 2 month that we became apart?
what are the damn signs about..

i dreamt about the guys and definitely you.. you agreed to come back into my life after the so many things i have done to won your heart back.. i'm damn sure i was smiling in my sleep.. i remember i drop my bloster and it knock over my water bottle and i quickly picked it up and returned to sleep so that i can continue dreaming.. i was so damn happy in my dream.. i jumped screamed celebrate.. all that i will do when you come back to me.. why when i wanna run back to meet you and my damn phone rang and i have to wake up.. i was so damn farking sad when i woke up and realise it was only a dream.. now i know how much you still mean to me.. sighhh..

damn blogger.. hahaha.. wanna blog yesterday but webby down.. the things i wanna blog i think i dont say first ba.. haha.. today damn bored.. stayed at home.. so sian.. watch tv.. chat.. watch tv.. chat chat chat.. that's my life today.. still coughing like mad.. sighh..

cough cough cough.. that is what i did the entire day.. lots of phemlp.. dont yuck me.. i yuck myself too.. haha.. gross man.. can someone tell me how are they formed? thanks.. just very curious.. out of no where.. that yellow sticky stuff is that.. ekks.. watched soccer replay and pool on tv this 2 days.. learnt a lot by watching.. that's why they say.. must sit down and watch videos to improve.. even porn helps people with no creative minds to perform better.. opps.. you guys are all underage.. r 21.. sorry.. hahas.. damn.. i need to be 18!! cant club without worrying.. cant go too often.. keep getting tempted to go.. damn sad.. soon soon.. you all wait man.. haha

been busy relaxing this few days.. haha.. kor and mummy bought kfc for dinner.. i waited like 1 hr+ man.. told them call delivery.. haha.. i ate so much fried stuff even when my sore throat coming back.. how sad is that.. sighhh.. cough and cough.. so tiring..

update on the trip on tues to vaunt, MOS.. right after school we rushed home to change and prepare.. suppose to meet up at 8.15 but changed to 8.50 due to 2 bishan+thomson moron.. hahaha.. we waited for cab at raffles place for like 1 hr.. wanted to faint.. but jason friend loraine(sorry dont know how to spell) came to fetch us.. just imagine.. 10 people in a mpv.. hahaha.. when we arrived there the quence was patheic man.. but i told the guys to go in front and we cut.. smart right.. haha.. after a hour of squeezing.. we manage to reach the bouncer but me harrold and kelvin got kicked out cause we did not have ic.. wth.. damn sad man.. till we saw DAN!! i love him!! his mum was a sponser.. so she gave us tags to go in!! free! damn i should not have paid for the tickets.. in MOS.. the cage was not packed but the main hall, RNB.. was super packed to the core man.. we squeezed thru to get into the middle to dance.. some of the guys danced with girls.. but the typical nice Davin everyone know.. stayed away cause as usual he was shy.. but seriously during main events.. i pity the girls.. at least get touched by 1 thousand guys man.. we hanged around and danced till around 3.30.. went outside wanted to whack some malay guy who wanted to court trouble but decided not to as police were around.. i never will go to a underage party again.. too many kids.. ah lians, bengs, muts, minah.. really a joke when they dance rnb and like dancing to techno.. hahaha.. will update tomorrow about the farewell dinner for the DBI student who are leaving our T.E.P EMRS..